André’s Weblog

I finally finished enlisting all my subjects today. I feel so lucky that I am a member of the UA&P Arnis Varsity, something that I never thought I could do, even in my wildest dreams! I got all the good teachers and professors, obviously. Too bad I didn’t get basic economics this semester. I really wanted that subject. I think it’s time for me to get exposed to money making principles. I was with Edison and Bok during our enlistment. We hate the fucking slut in the registrars office! She thinks she is the boss of the students. Everytime you come up to her, she would act as if she doesn’t want to be bothered. Seriously, I am not the type of person who confornts women, let alone fight them, but she does not deserve to be treated with respoect with her attitude. Don’t take my word for it. Come down the UA&P campus and I’d be glad to accompany you to her. You will see what I am talking about. Truth is, she is serving us, not the school. So she should treat us with respect! That bitch could be on minimum wage for all I care.

Anyway, looking forward for some “profitable” stuff this week. Too bad I wasn’t able to go with my mom, who is currently in Canada. A few more days and she’ll be in San Francisco. Argh. How I wish I was able to go there. Oh well, still hanging on for a Hong Kong holiday before classes begin. Hopefully. I will pray for that. My Dad needs a break. I need a break. My brother, well… doesn’t need a break. All he does is eat and get fat. But still, he can tag along. My cousins also need a break. If we push through with Hong Kong, it will be their first time on a plane. Oh please oh please dear Lord. Please grant us this trip.

I went out with my cousins and my brother yesterday. We went to the PowerPlant mall, as usual. I really have to blog about Rockwell one of these days. Anyway, we watched X-Men III: The Last Stand. Let me tell you, it was absolutely awesome! It’s really nice to see a movie with all of my favorite childhood super heroes once again. I don’t think that this will be the last X-Men film, even though its title is “The Last Stand” because at the end of the movie, something happens. I’m not going to say what it is, but believe me, it makes you think twice. People there were lining up for the Da Vinci Code, the most over rated movie ever produced. I kept saying to myself, “Idiots should stay away from this movie. They will never fully comprehend and understand the message. Their faith would be destroyed because of their foolishness.“ After the movie, we had to kill time since we still had to wait for my dad. We kept roaming around and just talked about what stupid things we did when we were still young. Some of the silly things we did was “Office-office” and “elevator swing”. We just kept laughing when we recalled those things. Sigh… time sure does fly fast, very fast. I even remember being the Boss when we played office-office (my lust for domineering power developed early. ) I’d have my brother and my cousin come up to my office table, which actually belonged to my lolo, and have them give me papers to sign. The funny thing is, everything was scripted and planned. Before we’d play, I would tell them what to do and what to say. Hahahaha! Those were the days! So, back to Rockwell, we had dinner at MacD. It tasted pretty good after a while of not eating any fastfood. I had the Big Mac meal. I immediately gobbled it up. Oh yes. I find it fascinating on how sinfully good they can make these taste. While eating, my cousin answered a call. While she stood away from us, we jokingly tried to get some of her fries everytime she glanced in our direction. After all that was over, we went to the fountain to talk some more. We talked about our increasing hate for our greedy lola. We also talked about where we would be 5 years from now. I said that we will all be abroad, getting preliminary work experience, except for one of us, my other cousin. He would be here, working as a Civil Engineer. We laughed at him because he is going to be employed a year from now. As for me, a year from now, I would probably be in Canada. I really like it there. I find it far better than America. People there are more conservative. There are more nice places to see.

Going to mass tomorrow at ATC. Then we have to buy food, since mom isn’t around yet. South Super Market, here we come.

I wonder what the world would be like if there was no good or evil. If everything was good/evil, nobody would be wrong. Everyone will do what everybody else is doing. As a religious Catholic, I believe in the existence of sin. Sin is an entity that makes humans do something not according to what the society accepts.

But what if there was no such thing as evil? What would our world be like? Given that we still have the population that we have now, would we still have the need for policemen? For the military? What will happen to those people who had that kind of profession? What if everyone kept the environment so clean, deadly diseases do not materialize? What will happen to those people who are in the field of medicine? Even at this age of progression, we, humans, have difficulty producing jobs enough for everyone. Sometimes, I think that evil exists to act as a “counter-balance”. But if this is true, then there really isn’t any right or wrong act. Good and evil exists so that humans can exist. Are we all damned from the start? Are we destined to do good and bad deeds to be able to sustain balance in life? Then condemning evil deeds, because of religious beliefs, would be pointless. Should we still believe that evil is truly evill? It is very hard to decipher at this point in time, perhaps, it always will be.

Sigh… questions, questions.